In 2015, I had never discussed my sexuality or came out to anyone. My first experience confessing feelings for another man was strange, exciting, and nerve-racking all in one. I told him I was interested in him, however the feelings were far from reciprocated. Not only did he tell me he was straight, he also told me I was disgusting, weird, and dumb for having feelings for him and if I talked or looked at him, he would “beat me up.” I was devastated and was scared, and I fell into a depression.

However, I have this experience to thank. It’s my emotions and my actions during this time that allowed me to reconnect with a friend from grade school. She told me about a woman who helps people pave their own path in the fashion and beauty industry. I decided to take her course. I’ve learned to respect and love myself again through beauty.